R.I.P.

Sadness abounds in my heart. As I ponder the inevitability of death, I am overwhelmed with emotions ranging from abandonment to confusion to peace. My Auntie Ruth had a full life, she was in her early 90s and was married to a wonderful man, had loving children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren. My grandmother’s best friend will be missed by many; family and friends alike.


Death is a familiar word these days. My office has had sadness after sadness: a co-worker’s friend’s husband, a co-worker’s husband, a co-worker’s cousin and now my great aunt. The horror of these deaths is that they have all been within the span of six weeks.

As a Christian, I know that there is life after death. I do not know the spiritual walk of any of those that have recently passed away. My prayer is that they all knew the Lord and believed in Him.

“Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.” Matthew 5:4

Life



A friend of mine just lost her husband due to a freak accident. He was only 47 and they had only been married since August, 2008.

I am mentioning this because it has great impact on me. Life is too short for nonsense. There are things I do without thinking of the effect it will have on others or me as time goes on. I do not want to live like that anymore.


I am not looking to have a “crazy, wild time” ~ actually,  just the opposite. I want to surround myself with the things that matter in the long run; family, faith, volunteering…

Hanging with friends is fun and gives a dose of laughter; however, I find that my focus has drifted from the important aspects of life.

I am not looking to be remembered for whom I am or what I did. I want to be remembered as one who shared the light of the Lord by who I was and what I did through Him.

Ode to Cinnamon

You stole our hearts as a young cat of 6 months.

Through fences and fields you wandered by day,

Snuggled with sissy through the night.

A loss of a leg didn’t keep you down

Our mouser, our bird hunter – what a life!

We’ve missed you for over a year now

Sad news we received last week.

You used up your 9 lives and lived to be 10,

Our memories are dear – thank you, Cinnamon!